You might have heard about it... there's a very gruesome murder case that happened last week here in Montreal, that's creepily similar to the Broken movie...

Some asshole gay porn star brought back a chinese exchange student in his west side apartment, tied him up to his bed, tortured him, raped him, killed him, dismembered him, ate him... not necessarily in that order. He then shipped an arm and a foot to the federal Liberal and Conservative parties... The thing is, the fucking asshole taped it all and uploaded it in the internet.

The sound is replaced with New Order's True Faith and its barely edited... Not unlike the Gave Up video from the Broken movie, except it's real.

I'm not going to post a link. TBH, I refuse to watch it myself. I refuse to allow that jerk to get want he wants : my attention, by literally destroying a human being... Those who really want to watch will unsurprisingly be able to find it really fast using Google. But I'd suggest we all just pass on it... Imagine what it'd be like if the victim was a relative of yours, to know that millions of curious dumbfucks around the world will be watching that person be abused, humiliated and cut into pieces forever and ever again... Because we all know that once it's out there, there's no way back.

I've been a bit obsessed by that story for the past few days. The Broken movie was what brought me to NIN back in my teenage years, when I was into horror movies and had a morbid curiosity about snuff films... Back then I really tried to find one, exchanging VHS tapes over by mail, but the closest I ever got was realistic fiction like Guinea Pig or the Broken movie. We all knew, technically, snuff films were a possibility, but it seemed like an urban legend because nobody had ever seen a genuine one. With the Internet, it's now obvious that these are way more likely to surface. And I lost all interest in snuff films growing out of my teenage years so I guess there probably are more videos like that one on the net... But seeing how much the local media talked about it here really creeped me out and made realize just how stupid and unethical and downright wrong it was of me to hunt out for that shit. But now it's real, it's out there. They just caught the guy a few minutes ago in Berlin and I'm really pissed off at the fact that the media's going to be talking non-stop about that jerk during his trial... I probably shouldn't even post that, shut the hell up and forget about it...

I just kind of feel guilty for being curious when I was younger. Anybody feels my pain?