Lyrics that depict your current disposition

[hologram parade]

Ain't nothin' new, ain't that much inside
And if I'm counting days, dream fruition ain't what it's looking like

But strictly speaking, I'm still on track
Strictly speaking, I'm holding on
One other minor setback
But strictly speaking, I'm still on track
And all of my dreams are still inside
'Cause strictly speaking, I've got my whole life
I lost the wheel a while back
But strictly speaking, I'm still on track
Challenges falling in my lap
Strung out again, but still on track

I know it's unrealistic, over-optimistic
I know I tried before this, I know it's nearly August
I know I can't ignore this

[Erneuert]

Betwixt birth and death
Every breath regret
I pity the living, envy for the the dead
Emotionally stunned — in defence, I’m numb
I’d rather not care than to be aware — be scared.

- Type O Negative, Anesthesia

[Erneuert]

Fine soul, oh so naked
And if I stand, completely without skin (look at you)
Hope creeps from flesh and blood
The evil chews on cheerfulness (look at you)
Luck leaves me
Heart leaves me
Everything leaves me
Leaves me
Luck leaves me
Heart leaves me
Only bad luck remains
Bow down

Who knows?
Who knows?
My heart has left
Who knows?
Who knows?
My heart has left
I love life
Life does not love me
It kicks me
And hits me in the face
I love the sun
The sun does not love me
It burns my soul
The day without light

I run away
I want to free myself
But the misfortune, it finds
Me again and again
Drink my tears
Jumps in my blood
Eats my dreams
And eats well, yes

(Look at you)
(Look at you)
(Look at you)

Who knows?
Who knows?
My heart has left
Who knows?
Who knows?
My heart has left
I love life
Life does not love me
It kicks me
And hits me in the face
I love the sun
The sun does not love me
The future is so dark
All days without light

[Erneuert]

Die Liebe ist ein wildes Tier
Sie beißt und kratzt und tritt nach mir
Hält mich mit tausend Armen fest
Zerrt mich in ihr Liebesnest
Frißt mich auf mit Haut und Haar
und würgt mich wieder aus nach Tag und Jahr
Läßt sich fallen weich wie Schnee
Erst wird es heiß dann kalt am Ende tut es weh

[zero]

No ambiguity, this sums it up perfectly.

A little more
Every day
Falls apart and
Slips away
I don't mind
I'm okay
Nothing ever
Stays the same
While we can
Remember when
Always were, yeah
Even then
Stay with me
Hold me near


While I'm still here

.

[piggy]

The Cure, "Cut"

If only you'd never speak to me
The way that you do
If only you'd never speak like that
It's like listening to
A breaking heart
A falling sky
Fire go out and friendship die
I wish you felt the way that I still do
If only you'd never look at me
The way that you do
If only you'd never look like that
When I look at you
I see face like stone
Eyes of ice
Mouth so sweetly telling lies
I wish you felt the way that I still do
The way that I still do
But you don't
You don't feel anymore
You don't care anymore
It's all gone
If only you'd never pull from me
The way that you do
If only you'd never pull like that
When I'm with you
I feel hopeless hands helplessly
Pulling you back close to me
I wish you felt the way that I still do
The way that I still do
If only you'd ever speak to me
The way you once did
Look at me the way you once did
Pull to me the way you once did
But you don't
You don't feel anymore
You don't care anymore
It's all gone
It's all gone

[bobbie solo]

Hesitation Wounds- Charlatan Fuck

A nation bows to the altar of trash
A fool's golden god that needs to be smashed
Lips always pursed spewing rhetoric
In the simplest of terms so the simple gets tricked

And it makes me fucking sick

A nation drinks from the stream of shit
Proudly they cheer as they fall for it
A con artist dictator that loves a slogan
America, from damaged to broken

And it makes me fucking sick

You charlatan fuck
No way to defend
You charlatan fuck
We'll celebrate your end

[Erneuert]

Set them free
let them be
the monsters live in
You and me

[zero]

Breathe deep the gathering gloom
Watch lights fade from every room
Bedsitter people look back and lament
Another day's useless energy spent
Impassioned lovers wrestle as one
Lonely man cries for love and has none
New mother picks up and suckles her son
Senior citizens wish they were young
Cold-hearted orb that rules the night
Removes the colours from our sight
Red is grey and yellow white
But we decide which is right
And which is an illusion.

[Erneuert]

Set them free
let them be
the monsters live in
You and me

History repeats itself.

[Erneuert]

Guess your dreams always end
They don't rise up, just descend
But I don't care anymore
I've lost the will to want more


I'm not afraid, not at all
I watch them all as they fall
But I remember
When we were young


Those with habits of waste
Their sense of style and good taste
Of making sure you were right
Hey, don't you know you were right?


I'm not afraid anymore
I keep my eyes on the door
But I remember


Tears of sadness for you
More upheaval for you
Reflects a moment in time
A special moment in time


Yeah, we wasted our time
We didn't really have time
But we remember
When we were young


All God's angels, beware
All you judges, beware
Sons of chance, take good care
For all the people not there


I'm not afraid anymore
I'm not afraid anymore
I'm not afraid anymore
Oh, I'm not afraid anymore

[Erneuert]

If you’ve got something left to say
You’d better say it now
Anything but “stay”
Just say it now
We know we’ve reached the end
We just don’t know how
“Well at least we’ll still be friends”
Yeah one last useless vow…

“There are different ways to live”
Yeah I know that stuff
“Other ways to give”
Yeah all that stuff
But holding onto used to be
Is not enough
Memory’s not life
And it’s not love

We should let it all go
It never stays the same
So why does it hurt me like this
When you say that I’ve changed?
When you say that I’ve aged?
Say I’m afraid…

And all the tears you cry
They’re not tears for me
Regrets about your life
They’re not regrets for me
It never turns out how you want
Why can’t you see?
It all just slips away
It always slips away
Eventually…

So if you’ve got nothing left to say
Just say goodbye
Turn your face away
And say goodbye
You know we’ve reached the end
You just don’t know why
And you know we can’t pretend
After all this time

So just let it all go
Nothing ever stays the same
So why does it hurt me like this
To say that I’ve changed?
To say that I’ve aged?
Say I’m afraid…

But there are long long nights when I lay awake
And I think of what I’ve done
Of how I’ve thrown my sweetest dreams away
And what I’ve really become
And however hard I try
I will always feel regret
However hard I try
I will never forget

I will never forget

[Erneuert]

How each of us decides
I've never been sure
The part we play
The way we are
How each of us denies any other way in the world

Why each of us must choose
I've never understood
One special friend
One true love
Why each of us must lose everyone else in the world

However unsure
However unwise
Day after day play out our lives
However confused
Pretending to know to the end

But this isn't truth, this isn't right
This isn't love, this isn't life
This isn't real

This is a lie

[Erneuert]

Yeah this is how it ends
After all these years
Tired of it all

Hopelessly helplessly broken apart
He finally falls

He doesn't want to think
Doesn't want to feel
Doesn't want to know what's going on
Says there's nothing he can do will change anything
He doesn't want to know what's going wrong

Because he's in love with a drug
One that makes him numb
One that stops him feeling at all
He's in love with a drug
Forget everyone
He really doesn't care anymore

Anymore...

Yeah this is how it ends
After all this time
Everything just fades away
Worn-out and empty and all alone
With nothing left to say

Oh it's all too big to make a difference
It's all too wrong to make it right
Yeah everything is too unfair
Everything too much to bear
He doesn't have the strength left for the fight

Says all he wants is the drug
The one that makes him numb
The one that stops him feeling at all
He just wants to take the drug
Forget everyone
He doesn't want to care anymore

Just keeps loving the drug
The one that makes him numb
The one that stops him feeling at all

Just keeps loving the drug
The drug that he's become
He isn't really here anymore...

And that makes me cry

[Erneuert]

When we look back at it all as I know we will
You and me, wide eyed
I wonder
Will we really remember
How it feels to be this alive?

And I know we have to go
I realize
We only get to stay so long
Always have to go back to real lives
Where we belong


And I know we have to go
I realize
We only get to stay so long
Always have to go back to real lives
Where we belong


When we think back to all this and I'm sure we will
Me and you, here and now
Will we forget the way it really is
Why it feels like this, and how?


And we always have to go
I realize
We always have to say goodbye
Always have to go back to real lives

But real lives are the reason why
We want to live another life
We want to feel another time
Another time…


Yeah, another time.


To feel another time.


When we look back at it all as I know we will
You and me, wide eyed
I wonder
Will we really remember how it feels to be this alive?


And I know we have to go
I realize
We always have to turn away
Always have to go back to real lives

But real lives are why we stay
For another dream
Another day

For another world
Another way
For another way


One last time before it's over
One last time before the end
One last time before it's time to go again.

[Swykk]

I'd like to get to know you, I'd like to take you out
We'll go to the Hail Mary, and afterwards make out
Instead I'm typing you a message that I know I'll never send
Rewriting old excuses, delete the kisses at the end
When I see you, the whole world reduces to just that room
And then I remember and I'm shy, that gossip's eye will look too soon
And then I'm trapped, overthinking and yeah, probably self-doubt
You tell me to get over it and to take you out
But I can't, I'm too scared
And there's the night-bus, I have to go
And the doors are closing and you were waving
And I like you, and I'll never let it show
And you won't wait and maybe I won't mind
I work better on my own
And you were, well, a bit drunk
And then I ask myself
What if it's not meant for me?
Love

[Erneuert]

You say, "It's a new year"
I say, "I still want you here"
You say, "You'd better get your head together"
I say, "Let's wait for better weather"


Love me through the bad years
Love me 'til it's spring again
Love me through my hopes and my tears
Love me 'til we have no fears


Take me there, in your mind's eye, out of time
Love me again, before we pass out of time.

[Erneuert]

And I know
That it's true
All the fire
Has burned through
Well, you know I’ve played
So hard

And the light
Grows so dim
And my time's getting slim
All the words just don't mean much

And I know I'm saying
Goodbye
And I know that I'm going down
to die.

[[parasite]]

Ready for another remedy
Maybe not as good as used to be
I will be back tomorrow

Moments stalling for my destiny
Ready for another remedy
I'm not myself today

Making a scene in the pouring rain
Doesn't make a difference cause I've had enough
And all the things I need to say
Never make it out cause I've had enough
And everything I do today
Nothing gets done cause it's not enough
And I've had enough of everything
Tried to make it right and I'm wrong again
I'm afraid of everything
Everything's out cause I've had enough
And I don't believe in anything
Doesn't really matter cause I've had enough
And everything I do today
Fades away

Going nowhere with your strategy
Sit down, relapse, relax you got nowhere to be
I'm running from another
Running from another side of me
Maybe not as good as it used to be
I'm not myself today

Making a scene in the pouring rain
Doesn't make a difference cause I've had enough
And all the things I need to say
Never make it out cause I've had enough
And everything I do today
Nothing gets done cause it's not enough
And I've had enough of everything
Tried to make it right and I'm wrong again
I'm afraid of everything
Everything's out cause I've had enough
And I don't believe in anything
Doesn't really matter cause I've had enough
And everything I do today
Everything I do, it fades away

[Erneuert]

I think I've reached that point
Where giving up and going on
Are both the same dead end to me
Are both the same old song

I think I've reached that point
Where every wish has come true
And tired, disguised oblivion
Is everything I do

Please stop loving me
Please stop loving me
I am none of these things

I think I've reached that point
Where all the things you have to say
And hopes for something more from me
Are just games to pass the time away

Please stop loving me
Please stop loving me
I am none of these things

I think I've reached that point
Where every word that you write
Of every blood dark sea
And every soul black night
And every dream you dream me in
And every perfect free from sin
And burning eyes
And hearts on fire
Are just the same old song

Please stop loving me
Please stop loving me
I am none of these things
I am none of these things
I am none of these things

[Erneuert]

I love life
Life does not love me
it drinks my tears
and jumps into my blood.

[Erneuert]

And I’m waiting
and I’m waiting

and I’m still waiting.