Kind of happy my posts got purged. Especially the ones from this thread.
Kind of happy my posts got purged. Especially the ones from this thread.
(I felt the urge to tell someone this and remembered that this used to be my go-to place for overshare)
I've just had my first internal orgasm for two years!!!
In a testament to compersion, both Daddy and my sex libidos have been pretty shot for around two years (between my biodad being arrested for trying to kill my mum, a bunch of scary shit on the news that clashes with our kinks, and his cancer scare/reconstruction surgery), but since January (post-surgery for him) we've been meeting up regularly to build things up very slowly and do cuddly stuff like go for dinners and cuddle with cats along with lots of talking. It had got to the point where I was bone dry and nothing could go inside my vagina without me developing tears; my brain was desperate to do things but my vagina just wouldn't listen. It was a slow process of rubbing things on my vagina, searching for and writing something that might trigger us, and sitting for up to an hour at a time with one of those vibrating bullet things in (vibrations have never done it for me but I've read that this method of stretching is very useful for people who have suffered vaginismus and/or sexual trauma). Over the past two weeks I've started to feel mild tingling in my genitals that I haven't felt in a very long time, and tonight, with the help of a glass dildo, I had an orgasm. I was so relieved that I cried afterwards!
Ah, I will sleep well tonight.