When i read the title "ball-squeezingly" i imagined the rubber toy ball for stress relief, that you can fling into your wall and it'll bounce all over the place. Much like nin music, which lets you loosen and get away from things and at the same time it does occupy relatively little space and just rests in the corner when you're away doing important stuff. Life doesn't revolve around it, you control it even when you think it's so epic and/or mindblowing and/or groundbreaking. Okay okay i shut up...