Originally Posted by
elevenism
Dude. were you around back in 06 or 07 or so?
I SWEAR TO GOD, i would post something and then wait to see what kind of terrible shit people said back to me...no matter what i posted!
It is SO much more laid back now.
As far as the dr believing in ghosts...yeah, that's pretty fucked up now that i think about it...but i swear to GOD this house is haunted.
So okay man. My girl is pretty fucking crazy too, and we are about to get married. I'm not exactly mr sanity myself. Not to boast, but we both walk the tight rope between super intelligent and crazy. And we have had some TERRIBLE times.
But these days, we go to the same dr to get meds on the same day of the month and also have our talk therapy appts one right after the other.
Before she got better, she fucking hit me quite a bit and i also saved her life from 2 suicide attempts.
As far as your girl goes, the cheating thing is what bothers me. It hurts me FOR you man. If i were you, i would make it pretty goddamn clear that i wasn't going to cut for that shit.
You say it feels great and magical and i can understand that man, i really can.
What i'd like to see is for her to get into a psych hospital and get stable on meds. Love is love and i understand that!
Perhaps things will work out, but i think she is going to need treatment.
At the same time, don't let her walk all over you, brother man.
I had an ex that was really fucking crazy and refused to get treatment.
It took me three years to realize that she didn't really love me and would NEVER love me like i loved her.
Hang in there, man. It sounds like YOUR mental well being isn't great right now!
Man, i don't work, and i'm here a LOT. So keep me posted on how things are going.
I am the opposite of the mean part of ets. I'm fucking here for you. I have love for you because i believe in synchronicity and that we are here at the same time for a reason, and also because you seem like a cool dude, and finally, because it takes BALLS to spill your heart all over the internet to be judged.