Work

[reznovka]

I am a nurse and I love my job, but my boss makes it hard sometimes.
Hospitals have to make money and so we try to get more operations done with less nurses.
10 years ago there were 10 nurses for 40 patients, now it's 3 for 40.
Working on weekends isn't that bad, because I can sleep and chill all day when everybody else is working
I still think about leaving and try something new but I really like working with people and helping them so I guess there is no other choice...

[mostlymad]

As I come to the close of my medical leave, during which I had to fill out all the financial aid forms for myself in order to procure a loan for my son (he went to college at 16, so it's still my responsibility,) I find myself pondering college again. The pain I've been in is gone, now. In time, I will get my energy back. The question is, what do I want to do? I thought I was going to eventually move up from my position in this company I'm in. I gave it a go, but it was far worse than shitty. I don't even have a word for it. I'm not the first and I won't be the last to step down, back into the associate ranks, again, there. I do not want to use any education to go into that place. I also don't want anything more to do with retail. But where to spend my little time left here on earth? That's always the question. Until then, I'll remain at this job, because when I go home, I leave it there, and that is the best feeling in the world.