Originally Posted by
Volband
Eeeey, I wouldn't make that big of a jump just yet. I'm just terrible at thinking about myself during the act, which is ironic, because in other areas of life I have no problem with being a selfish asshole.
Sure, if she would refuse to do basic things, it would be an easy no-no. But my point is not about getting head, I'm not even that stoked for it, as it can be extremely lackluster when done badly, but it bothers me that when all was said and done, the conclusion was that it was a pity I could not came. That kinda put a needle in my eye. If I can focus my attention on her and make her finish, I don't get why she did not even try, other than some handjob during kissing and such. If I couldn't finish despite actual effort being put into it, I'd understand.
I just don't know how to communicate it, because it seems like a lose-lose situation. She's a nice girl, and I don't want to sound too orderly. I mean, I can still just wait for our next meeting and see how things progress, and maybe bring up this in the heat of things, rather than some random afternoon facebook conversation.
Also, when I jumped into this whole "chase the girls" era of mine, I was so conscious about not being that guy (aw, he just finishes then leaves!!! so fed up with them!!!), that I somehow ended up on the opposite side, which is not too good either.I mean, I KNOW there are girls out there who would even get turned on by hinting at such things, being more dominating (or dominating at all maybe, to begin with). She is an absolute submissive person, I just don't know how to handle it, because without being at least a bit intoxicated, I feel bad trying to be dominating, even if I know she would enjoy it.