I am still inside here. A little bit comes bleeding through. I wish this could have been any other way, but I just don't know. I don't know what else I can do.
Perfect little dream. The kind that hurts the most. Forgot how it feels. Well almost. No one to blame. Always the same. Open my eyes. Wake up. Wake up in flames.
I tried. I gave up. Throw it away.
Made the choice to go away. Drink the fountain of decay. Tear a hole exquisite red. Fuck the rest and stab it dead.
Lost my faith in everything.
She's gone, she's gone, she's gone
She's gone away...
And, of course:
I still recall the taste of your tears.
Echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears.
My favorite dreams of you still wash ashore.
Scraping through my head 'till I don't want to sleep anymore.
You make this all go away.
You make this all go away.
I'm down to just one thing.
And I'm starting to scare myself.
You make this all go away.
You make this all go away.
I just want something.
I just want something I can never have
Last edited by Fred; 09-10-2017 at 11:32 PM.
I put my faith in God and my trust in you. Now there's nothing more fucked up I can do.
I'm the one without a soul. I'm the one with this big fucking hole. No new tale to tell. Twenty-six years on my way to Hell.
Our president's crazy
Did you hear what he said
Business and pleasure
Lie right to your face
Divide it in sections
And then give it away
There are no big secrets
Don't believe what you read
Stay with me...
Hold me near...
While I'm still here...
Are you sure, this is what you want?
I am just a copy of a copy of a copy. Everything I say has come before.
Last edited by Halo Infinity; 09-24-2017 at 09:09 AM.
Stuck in my head today:
I'm in an oval office
In an electric chair
I sign my name
Beneath the claim
That I don't really care
Hey, they count as NIN lyrics, don't they?
Are you sure this is what you want?
"I need someone to hold on to."
"I'm all alone in a world you must despise."
"You make this all go away. You make this all go away. I'm down to just one thing. And I'm starting to scare myself. You make this all go away. You make this all go away.
I just want something. I just want something I can never have"
"I tried, I gave up"
"The clouds will part and the sky cracks open and god himself will reach his fucking arm through just to push you down just to hold you down"
"This particular scenario. Looks like another all time low"
And if you look at your reflection
Is it all you want it to be?
What if you could look right through the cracks?
Would you find yourself
Find yourself afraid to see?
Once I start I CANNOT STOP MYSEEEELF
It's getting harder to tell the two of you apart. I don't believe you can even remember which one you are.
My head is filled with disease.
(I have a cold)
sunspots cast a glare in my eyes
sometimes i forget i'm alive
i feel it coming and i've gotta get out of it's way
i hear it calling and i come cause i can't disobey
i should not listen
There is no moving past. There is no better place. There is no future point in time. We will not get away.
I thought we had more time.
I am stronger than I have EVER been in my decline
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It won't give up. It wants me dead. Goddamn this noise inside my head.
This paranoia turns to fear.
All of my fears came true.
I survived everything. I have tried everything. Everything. And anything.
Bet you didn't think
It would happen to you
All used up
Half way through
I want to know everything
I want to be everywhere
I want to fuck everyone in the world
I want to do something that matters
...still fucking waiting on unmolested copies of Deviations, The Fragile and Broken...Zendesk is still giving me the automated response runaround, so we'll see what happens when/if an actual person gets involved...
Thought he had it all before they called his bluff. Found out that his skin just wasn't thick enough. Wanted to get back to how it was before. Thought he lost everything, then he lost a whole lot more.
A fool's devotion swallowed up in empty space. The tears of regret frozen to the side of his face.
It's getting harder to tell the two of you apart
I just don't know anymore
There is no moving past
There is no better place
There is no future point in time
We will not get away
I am trying to see. I am trying to believe. This is not where I should be. I am trying to believe.
Why do you get all the love in the world?
I'm just a face in the crowd
Nothing to worry about
Not even trying to stand out
I'm getting smaller and smaller and smaller
And I got nothing to say
It's all been taken away
I just behave and obey
I'm afraid I am starting to fade away