Originally Posted by
kleiner352
I'm pretty sure he mentally thinks of that whole time period when he thinks of reviews for Siamese Dream more than anything, and has regularly mentioned that at the time of SD they were criticised for not fitting into the grunge sound at the time and deviating from that trend. Also a lot of things with Billy you'll find is that while critically albums may have been successful, there would be a lot of articles acting like he was a piece of shit or discrediting him regularly. I've always felt a little bad for the guy for having spent the better part of 10 years now being told by everyone on his own fan forums and journalists alike that he's nothing without the people he used to play with when he really did write the majority of it and recorded a lot of it (in some cases nearly all of it for SD), and when he does finally defend himself and say "Hey, you know, I did write a lot of great songs, and I do have real worth a songwriter and guitarist" only to get "Oh look at this egotistical asshole, he's discrediting James on these songs!"
It's got to be frustrating to work for 25 years and really give it your heart and soul and youth to it and just get shit on by people regularly along the way. If you've not seen what a lot of fan forums were like in the past decade, there's been a ton of vitriol spun at the guy by the very people he then plays songs for backstage in VIP packages. It's got to be a bitch to want to stop by and check in on the forum on the site for your own band and see nothing but people saying how burnt-out you are, when you're doing longer and stronger live shows than a lot of your contemporaries, when you're putting lots of effort into your songwriting and playing still, when you're constantly on the defense from that kind of attitude. Even the really successful acts have got to have moments after doing it for so long where they question their worth and if they're still good; even Trent admitted a lot of HM and The Slip were him questioning how relevant Nine Inch Nails is still. So I mean, imagine how exhausting it must be to have your self-doubt constantly reinforced.
Maybe it's self-fulfilling, because Billy's always had a bit of a "me against them" attitude, but regardless, I don't think modern day Billy Corgan is a shit guy. Pretty much all the actual fan interaction he has seems nothing but great, in almost every video interview he's smiling and seems happy, he does a lot of great little special things for fans and in general seems like a nice person who really just has music as an integral part of his life and identity, and still wants to pursue other things too, but regardless of what direction he goes in he gets shit for it. People said he should give up music and Pumpkins and all that jazz and he's got a teahouse and was involved in that wrestling thing and everyone complained about that and called him a sellout for it. I'd get pissed off a bit at times, too.
Also a lot of this interview sounds like he was already fired up from something. Everyone can get caught in the wrong mood at the wrong time or the wrong thing might get said beforehand that just hits the wrong chord in you, and suddenly you're far more negative and angry than you intend on being. I just feel like there's this willingness to subscribe to this narrative that he's nothing but some asshole when I think what he really wants is to be told that he's done well and is still putting in a lot of effort, and doesn't want to have to constantly defend his identity as an artist.