Car accidents are not fun.
Car accidents are not fun.
An uncle of mine died Saturday night. I saw him for the last time a couple of months ago, when the cancer that killed him wasn't as advanced and he still had his head right. He was more than ready to go and I know that death was a relief to him. May he rest in peace.
However, his surviving relatives don't know the meaning of the word "peace". There's a shitload of drama, bitching and general aggravation waiting to happen on the day of the funeral. It's going to be like a fucking reality tv show. Well behaved people would put aside their petty dispute and show respect for the deceased and his two children at least but nope; not happening. The bitch fest as already started and you'd better get ready to rummmmmmble!
Fuck people.
I am sad today. I don't have anything particularly awful that happened last night, or this morning to feel sad about, but I woke up feeling sad.
And it never really went away.
Oh well, tomorrow is another day.
I work in an old folks' nursing home and so many people have been calling in sick at work that by tomorrow I will have worked 51 hours and nine days in a row. It's bloody exhausting.
and I still can't move any further away from you. I will. I just need more time to wallow in my shit. Then I'll keep moving.
Got a knee to the thigh at a basketball game and its killing me right now. No time for rest- theres some work-related travel I have to do. Lot of walking in airports, and don't sore muscles and inflammations get worse in the air? Fuck.
Having a CAT scan done today on my abdomen so that means I get to drink that super gross barium! Hope it's not cancer (again). Already beat it once as a kid (leukemia)...not sure if I have a round two in me. Maybe it'll be my gallbladder or pancreatitis...? Or none of those?!
Started a new job three weeks ago but it feels like i'm back in school. Everything is just a melodrama with these guys and all they do is bitch and moan. I can't stand the negativity. At lunch i've taken to just taking a walk outside to get away from them.
*Sigh* just another 5/6 weeks with these guys and then we split up onto existing teams.
I've been living that for a year now. I see my previous job is back on the market....50% paycut (hours to match) but the best team ever.
Sometimes a pay cut is worth it if you enjoy your job and team mates but it's also a case if the pay lets you live the life you want to lead.
I don't understand that if you have to go into that place 8 hours a day, five times a week why you wouldn't want to make it as pleasant as possible? Even if you don't like some people at least keep the atmosphere respectable.
Kinda fucked, not so much for me but certainly scary as a result.
There was a house fire on my block about 9 houses away, i pretty much woke up to all the sirens and ruckus going on outside...... needless to say my nerves were all over the place.
Photos and a video here: http://calgary.ctvnews.ca/mckenzie-l...laze-1.1948614
Can this post be about how fucked this year has been for me? First up, my Fiance and I broke up back in April and she started dating someone else within a month. Then I bought a new (used) car, a 2007 Mini CooperS with only 26K miles on it and within a week I found out that the timing chain was fucked, the water pump pulley was damaged, and a thermostat gauge fired resulting in my car overheating. After this, I had a nervous breakdown based on the car, my ex, and work. I fly home to San Diego to take a break from life and spend time with my family. After a two weeks of unwinding, I make my way back up to Seattle in the Mini Cooper. Damn thing breaks down AGAIN while in Oakland and drop another $550 to get it up and running again. Back in Seattle, I'm home two days before my father suddenly passes away due to a blood clot in the heart. This blew my mind since I was just in the garden with him planting sunflowers. I lost my shit once again and had to fly back home to be with family. I finally buried my Dad with full military honors, and come back home to Seattle. I've been home for four days now and I just got a call from my mom that my Grandfather, the man who pretty much was my father figure when I was growing up, had passed away this morning surrounded by our family members.
So, with all of that being said, 2014 need to hurry up and be over with already. I dont know if I can handle anymore deaths......*sigh*
Last edited by NotoriousTIMP; 08-07-2014 at 03:59 PM.
Damn man. I'm gonna drink a beer for you tonight for sure… thats rough. RIP to both your father and grandfather.
Following that post, there is no need to rant about may "bad" day as I will sound like an utter douche.
Hey @NotoriousTIMP , that sounds rough, hang in there man, you have a NIN/SG show to look forward to. It may seem like little relief compared to what you have gone through lately, but at least it can ease the recent passings in your family. There's a slight chance I'll go to the Seattle show, I'll buy you a beer if that's the case.
Dam @NotoriousTIMP Definitely take some time for yourself... Condolences.
i hate to hear all that shit @NotoriousTIMP .
it also reminds me that i need to spend some time with my father.
he's done as much drugs as me and he's 20 something years older
@NotoriousTIMP I'm sorry for your losses. Take care. If you need a shoulder to cry on, you know how to reach me.
I'm very sorry for your losses @NotoriousTIMP . Also: what Allegro said.
Diagnosed with fatty liver. It would be funny if I wasn't in so much pain. You see, I don't drink. I don't smoke. I'm a vegetarian, in fact. It can be reversed...but life, diet wise, just got very fucking hard. Can't eat nuts and seeds due to other issues, so that kills off quite a few options right away.
Hell of it is, yeah I'm a fat guy. I'm 6'0 and weight about 228. I didn't think I was that far over the line. I was very wrong. Fuck.
Nope. I don't think the lack of consumption of meat has to do with it.
Too much cheese